I don't use drugs, my dreams are frightening enough.

Connie will be here in 2 days!!!

I'm stoked beyond words.

Don't be silly, I'd never want you back together. I love you both dearly, I'm sure you know, but I didn't even want ya'll to get back with each other the last time.

I love you dearly. You single-handedly have pulled me out of many bad situations. I'm starting to think that you are my reasoning, conscience, and mortar that holds me together sometimes. I can't believe how close we've gotten in such a relatively short amout of time. It still shocks me to this day. Please never change.

Wow. You've become like a "little" brother of sorts. I love it. You are someone I can talk to about "guy" problems and help you with whatever guidance you may need that day. It's refreshing after being around women your entire life. You keep me on my toes (In a very good way). And slowly, but oh so surely you are coming out of that shell.

The trials and tribulations we've been through together is astounding. I'm so glad to still have you in my life that I'm not sure there is an adequate way to describe it. I use to get upset that no one saw the relationship we have with one another when it's just the two of us. But now it's hit me. That's what makes it so special. I get to see your true beauty. The one that is unrivaled by the beauty everyone else only sees.

For someone whom I'm barely cordial or even civil with, I have more respect for you than I think you or anyone truly realizes.

I still hate you.

Dude, I love you. If it weren't for you this past year I would've probably killed one of your friends. I am so glad we became friends, and that you were the one pushing so hard to be friends. I promise to do my best to keep it that way if you will too.

I told you I would. Too bad for you that I did.

Let's just say, after tonight, it will flurry in Hell before I ever forgive you.

:D

This weekend couldn't have gone more splendidly.

I would take the time to write out the entire weekend but I'm tired and I'm sure everyone will find out eventually anyways.

So night.

I'm so ready to just erupt with all of this. Unfortunately I don't think I want to make amends if it happens this time.